How many times I gave a promise to someone? How many times I broke that promise? It is disturbing that I ”sold” someone who was counting on me and it didn’t affected my life.
Sometimes, when i fall to sleep, i recall some of these promises and i am getting sad and depressed. My guilts make difficult to me to have a nice sleep and i am start thinking. Am i that bad as a person? I think i am not…
The hardest part of guilts is that they gets you after you ‘ve acted wrong. I promise three days ago to my beloved grandma that i will visit her before i leave. And she was waiting for me, but i never showed up.And here i am 7 days later, away from my promise, hearing my grandma is sick. I was so freaking busy with my stuff and i couldn’t make it. Was i?
I know i wasn’t…Of course i wasn’t…I just told that to myself to have my conscious clean. But now, it’s late. It is almost 4 after midnight, i can’t fall asleep and i am thinking about all these promises i didn’t accomplish and all the people i disappoint.
I have to say one thing..I am sorry, i really am. I am trying to recall every single person i disappoint but i can’t. However,i am sorry..to everybody. Since now, i have one goal, to be better.
I am wishing goodnight to everybody, have your minds clear and always keep your promises. So, take a deep breath and always have a look to the infinite now of the ”magnificent” you.